Hello, I'm The Grizz.

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  • Is there any girl out there that loves to discuss history, play video games on Xbox Live and enjoys cuddling? That's all I want in a partner. Someone that enjoys being around me and wants me to be around them...

I could have died happy on Saturday. I’d waited a long time to plant my lips on hers, hold her tight and just be with her. But everything changed the following day.  I guess I’m just not good enough. Six years in the making has lead me to an unhappiness that encompasses me and weighs me down. There is someone else on her mind now and I am five hundred miles away from home…fuck my life.

I took one of the biggest steps of my life yesterday. There is nothing like facing a fear, meeting the girl of your dreams and playing Black Ops II with her brothers. I feel at home here, even though I am awkward and nervous around her. God, I wanted to kiss her bad last night. The way she moves and talks is of true beauty…

Why must I always destroy my own relationships? What the fuck is wrong with me? Yes, I am neurotic. How the hell did Woody Allen’s characters ever stay with anyone? For once I want someone who can appreciate me, can deal with my paranoia, anxiety and depression, and can show me the affection that I need. But alas this seems an impractical concept.